i'm being so taken care of right now, i'm greatful, there's a lot of surrender in this, i've never been so vulnerable as i am now, so in need of assitsance,because i am a fool i look ahead and wonder,worry and hope that i can take care of myself in the comming months, there's so much change afoot in my life right now, it's hard to keep track of it all, but i have an organizer and my list of contacts, and life will be very different for me, and my ferrelness might just melt into a deep trust in my friend-family who make themselves known in the most wonderful ways. i'm glad to be home.
p.s. thank you karen.