scince i have my journal down here by the computor i'll relay the experince i had while under going a biopsy of my left lung:

breath in breath out breath in breath out

hold

ohm Shakti ohm Shakti ohm Shakti ohm
athi Shakti maha Shakti para Shakti ohm

she dances the sky
in classic finery
and i float along in the matrix
as this giantess
this creatrix
polarizes galexies
with the shifting of her hips

the needle peirces
makes it's way to the unkown

breath

she sees me in the matrix
and whith
giantess forfinger
and giantess thumb
she plucks me
from the void of all beginnings
and places me as if i were a jewel
upon her robes
and there i sit cradeled
by platnumn setting
as the fancy dancer dances the stars